We watched sunrise service on tv this morning together and he cried and cried. He seems to cry a lot and about things that seem ridiculous to us but meaningful to him. Today he cried about not remembering what Easter was. He cried because he didn’t remember church services and he couldn’t remember the songs. […]
CABG. Stroke. Covid-19. In that order.
To say the last ten months have been more adventurous than a backward roller coaster in the dark would be a total understatement. Mothers Day 2019 we saw my daughter had some sort of swelling on her neck and by September 11 she was having her first chemotherapy infusion to begin the battle against the […]
Wednesday begins the Lenten season and while I am in no way catholic, when I was introduced to the Reformed traditions I started taking on some of them faithfully and some not so much. Well, social media has been “the big one” and it seems like it gets harder and harder to stay off the […]
Every time I go to write about this topic I am diverted like that cartoon dog and the squirrel, mostly because I dont know who I am talking to if anyone (besides you Terri ) and I’m not exactly sure what I want to say because it seems depending on where I am mentally, thoughts […]
Tomorrow we take our daughter to her first oncology appointment and even typing that makes me want to vomit. I have no idea what to expect not just for the day, but for the future and I have refused to google because we dont even know what we’re up against. I’m guessing we’ll find out […]
Friday we found out my daughter has Hodgkin’s lymphoma. We don’t know much else but have sent all of her records to one of the finest hospitals in Southern California and are waiting for them to assign her to a doctor and her this ball rolling. I haven’t much of a clue what to expect […]
I honestly wasn’t even sure it were possible anymore and I’d even told the husband “I think I might be broken”. We have been through so much the past month, crying seemed like the natural response to it all and I hadn’t even had so much as a mist fill my eyes. I dont know […]
May 1st was the 9th month anniversary of my weight loss surgery. I have lost 60ish pounds. I started at 238 and am now 175 give or take I have gone from a 16 pants to a 9-10. I have gone from a 2x shirt to a Medium I have gone from a 42D to […]
Things have been happening like crazy and today I realized as exhausting all this food nonsense is, tracking and deciding and figuring all this shit out, it’s ONLY been 8 weeks since I had surgery. 😭 It feels like forever ago!!! I seriously hate obsessing about food like, all the time. I hate it bad. […]
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